You thought the grass was greener on the other side so you sacrificed your marriage and family only to get what you wanted and lose what you had.
Why would you throw away 18 years of marriage and five kids for an extramarital affair? Now you want to go back home; wishing for what you had but it’s gone. That extramarital affair cost you your family when you walked out of their lives. The sad part is you don’t think you did anything wrong and that you’re the victim.
Your husband has filed for divorce and your kids are blaming you for tearing the family apart, all because you got what you wanted and lost what you had. I’m not sad for you but for them; you are not the victim they are. I hope you’re happy with the weeds you plucked because the grass wasn’t greener on the other side.